July Card: The Chariot Reversed

This post is extremely late -- I know. I also know that this month has been the month of extreme lack of control and direction. I feel I am in a slump and my anxiety has been at an all time high! To pin point such things and where they are stemming from is a very difficult thing to do. This month, I do not have a realization for you, I do not have a lesson learned. All I have is awareness and understanding of what I am feeling in the now.

As I pull the reins of The Chariot, I loose more and more control. The horses feel my fear and I'm going too fast to feel as though I can think on my feet. Things will get this way- you will feel anxiety and pressure and become super hard on yourself and you can try and think of every solution in the world to help you but sometimes, all you need to do is ride it out. Sometimes a crash is inevitable. Grit your teeth and brace yourself. Crash, pick yourself up and learn.

Things are always worse when you're in the thick of it. After the fall, there is always a way to recovery. Live in it at this moment, feel every bit and the rest will come later.

 
(I wish I could credit the artist but I could not find it anywhere!! This is not my image and if anyone knows this artist please email me!)